My heart is uneasy.
All this joy and good thing keep visiting..
But my heart is still uneasy.
My dream. my way. My freedom.
Have not yet fulfilled.
I still want to live it..
My journey.
Alone.
Will you help me, love?
30.6.10
26.6.10
Sometimes I still miss my single moments. Being free, unattached, undepended on anyone.
When I got married, I still want to be an individual.
When everyone's cleaning on their own sh)t.
To cook whatever they each want.
Doing different hobby.
We are different. He and I.
He doesn't like jogging. He does only swimming. He likes being together. I like being alone. He feels responsible on anything. I do everything I want, for me.
He wants me to cook. I don't like cooking, washing,ironing.
Sometimes, I'm afraid.
But I'm a loner, so what's the terrible thing just to add some guy to your life?
I thought so.
Turns out, that one guy brought a mom, sister, uncles,aunties, friends,with multiple problems on it.
What I hate, I have to play the role to smile in front of his smoking friends and some families.
I hate smoke. Smell, annoying.
I Always do consider smokers are stupid. And women smokers even more.
To ruin your own body is stupid.
Eat healthy, do sports. The rest will be ok.
So, this happened to be such a cultural shock. For me.
Not excited, not sad, just.. I feel none.
Just like having a friend in your room like in dorm.
Miss G, will always be miss G. Ignorant talented shrew free dreamer
Huh
When I got married, I still want to be an individual.
When everyone's cleaning on their own sh)t.
To cook whatever they each want.
Doing different hobby.
We are different. He and I.
He doesn't like jogging. He does only swimming. He likes being together. I like being alone. He feels responsible on anything. I do everything I want, for me.
He wants me to cook. I don't like cooking, washing,ironing.
Sometimes, I'm afraid.
But I'm a loner, so what's the terrible thing just to add some guy to your life?
I thought so.
Turns out, that one guy brought a mom, sister, uncles,aunties, friends,with multiple problems on it.
What I hate, I have to play the role to smile in front of his smoking friends and some families.
I hate smoke. Smell, annoying.
I Always do consider smokers are stupid. And women smokers even more.
To ruin your own body is stupid.
Eat healthy, do sports. The rest will be ok.
So, this happened to be such a cultural shock. For me.
Not excited, not sad, just.. I feel none.
Just like having a friend in your room like in dorm.
Miss G, will always be miss G. Ignorant talented shrew free dreamer
Huh
20.6.10
The 80% white dress
Bravo irna la perle..
I love it that it's 95%perfect to what I want.
Who aint love perfection?
Especially perfection in seeing beauty.
2.6.10
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