dad showed me his new book. teori antrian markova.
book of magic for me, full of symbols.. wormtails..
book that brings up science to build the world. as i alwasy find people building bridges on the sea that no man would dare to know the depth,is magic.
im not a physic science person, exact science is always hard to except.
instead of counting the length a ball will be thrown, i was always more interested in who throw the ball, where, whose land, why would,etc etc. i thought that was idiotic mind.
tgod i found the otherwise..
but today, reading my dad's book, who was also a master in javanese music, im definitely sure, i know my brain capacity and already learn to accept that it was not a mistake that i must looked the other way that day..

lagi coba cellspin. terbitnya dimana aja ya

Akhirnya gw liat mbak2 terkenal dari jepang itu. Yang difilmin di j a v . Tiga film sekaligus. Dan tentu aja, kyk cewek2 laen, aku nganggep tu mbak biasa aja cakepnya. Ah, mau tau apa yg cewek liat ketika ngeliat film2 'itu'? Nih.
Fisik pelakon wanita. Muka, ya lumayan lah, kayak yg dipajang di majalah gadis, blasteran. Mata aga bulet buat ukuran jepang, idung agak mancung dari bule, gigi agak2 gede, tatapannya masih culun. Boobs? Omg, ukurannya biasa banget. Ga istimewa as a pnstar. Badan juga kurus, standar banget.. Tapi kulitnya putih sih, emg, agak2 mulus. Walaupun stl di close up ada bintik2 item di balik undergarmentnya.
Fisiknya, totally sgt jauh dr ukuran pnstr kayak buatan2 bule sono yg berlekuk padat. Lbh menyerupai model majalah remaja.
Tapi mungkin emang itu yg jadi nilai jualnya, a girl next door yg mau ngelakuin semua mimpi laki2 bertampang agak pas2an.
Nah trus, pemeran lakinya, jelekk semua. Harusnya mrk milih yg enak diliat juga, agar semua pihak bisa dapet apa yg sesuai. Hihi.. Ato mungkin emg sngaja dipilih yg jelek, biar para pria yg ntn gjd pindah aliran kali ya.. :p
Nahh yg terakhir nih, ini yg plg penting buat pemirsa wanita: pakaian, dekorasi dan cerita. Without these, it'd only b a cheap333 movie. Hahahaha.. I don't even know watdatmean.. Tokoh mbak2 jepang itu, selalu pake baju2 lucu dan cantik, cute.. Dekorasi kamar yg cantik, sofa2 yang manis.. Love the dresses n sofa! Penceritaannya juga, biar cukup satu dua detik, pemilihan set yg tepat, dah bisa bikin cerita. Tempat yg enak diliat, udah cukup menyenangkan.
Jadi kalo suatu ktk kami2 terpaksa nemenin si apa gitu ntn, we both pleasure the same movie for different reason. Him: u know what who how. Her: the curtain, sofa, carpet, lingerie..
Ah, about the girl, I believe I am hotter than that japanese girl. Hehehehe...

My blog's too unethical?
May be.
I think I shouldn't show them to anyone.
My dear Friends told me so.
My b told me so.
A new friend also.
Girls,I'm just being honest.
Its not something you shud think over twice,
Only good heart within..
Well, I can't hide what I have showed, what I had in mind, the freedom of dreaming..
I am guilty?

Ketiduran pertama kali dgn nona bb-hand. Anget2nya bb bikin ngantuk. Lama2 jd edward scissorhand deh

girls, do you agree if the price of a bottle of 100ml perfume is more expensive than a 60X70cm painting? that's what i found.people in madrid, they sell this sooo ordinary double yellow dot on white unpaint canvas for 30.000 euro.. How insane! And those painting in jalan braga bandung, approx. 500.000 RUPIAH!not more than 50 usdollar this 2009 currency. At top, 200 usd. Ah how miris... Aku mau lukisanku laku 6juta dolar. Hyaaahh.ini mah ga kira2 neng

Okay, let's list it.
Pleasure estee lauder: 100 usd
The great sea painting in braga: 15 usd
Carolina herrera 212 sexy: 90 usd
The misterious sundanese palace painting: 30 usd, bargainable
Dolce Gabbana light blue: 80 usd
A cheerful colourful detailed blue and little funny creatures painted by a mute in bandung: its only 200 usd, for mute people, they say.
The red two dots painted by american: 35000 usd.
A stradivarious cello aged 385: 9million usd.

Hmppfff...

Ah, its so dizying.
I'd better spray my CHCH carolina herrera perfume..

apabila kau janjikan apa yang belum kau lakukan,

niscaya kau tak berhasrat lagi mewujudkannya.

paulo coelho or something