27.2.09

what a week..

paid my first water-electricity bill.. 157.000rp.
mended my first toilet leak, buying my first pipe paper that only costs 2000rp(don't even know the name..), i was so freaking proud of this one, i can do menswork!yay.. (but love trying shoes moreeee)
seeing glowing jakarta every nite from my bed..
got kissed, and brutally ditched by a guy.

got sad and brokenhearted, and got my bosses assigned me piles of works..
got another kissed, and seductively energized by another guy.
and promised me to go golfing next week..
got the deputy asked me in his team. and do unbelievably work: Content Design the Report. For this, i'll use my natural talent: giving the job to the pro.. a friend of mine, his life is all about graphic designing.
got revolted, and spilled out some smart ass
protest speech to Mr. Super Grumpy, the most annoying boss ever...

and here i am, still a stupid girl looking at the scale. mesmerized...
and i'm having my 29 times februaries..

12.2.09

one stupid girl



she's a twig.
feels a pig.

she's a professor.
wants to be a mindless barbie.

it's pink and yellow.
but dark within.

6.2.09

i m fat

fat fat fat..
boobs butt thigh arms cheeks
getting thicker..
darn..