a friend of mine, she studied public health. and now, she's a fulltime writer, also works for tv, doing the journalism stuff.
she didnt regret of leaving the college education. its pursuing what she loves to do, she said. writing.
she even thought of entering movie script education someday.
why?
it's her dream.

yeah, she can do that, because she can.

i understand, and i encourage friends who also want to pursue the dream. i'd say, dream first, mate..

wish i could encourage myself so.
dream first, girl..

but no.
my first, is PRIDE.
eventho i know that im incredibly stupid in what i do,
living with pride of being a smartass is much more comforting.
the name of being called as a smart girl doing an important research upon space law, international law, is a totally number one prior.
proud. pride. sloth.

i realize it shud not be long.
i shud skip this phase. yeah its only a phase.
someday i will live for the dream. surely im not a sri mulyani type, smart cold headed gal.
yeah, my pride academic goal wud only reach the llm phase. after that, well, a book of international law wud be enuff.

im an artist.
dreams of stories and colors already hayed in my brain since unborn.
yea, shud be brave to go there...

yea, im proud, and frighten. heil frau!!