Really, married life is great. Life is not in cold anymore. especially when the man u r married to is a very warm loving guy. He cooked me nasigoreng for sunday lazy breakfast yesterday. He made sure I consumed the medicine I must take. He carried me on his two hands when I'm too tired. He also bought me shoes.. That red ninewest heels.
I am satisfied.
Yes, I am.
He loves me big. He needs me big. He wants to support me big.
I am so.. Happy.

..
..
But..

I am a hungry girl. Selfish. Proud. Angry.pervert (ah, this one, he can manage me well.. Heheh).

I am still a dreamer.
He knows this. And he wants to help me.
But I'm still too lazy, stupid, and no guts.
I am selfish and proud. I still want to catch that selfish dream for me. My ownn pride!!
I'm occassionally in anger..
True! And for this, he's always got a way to tame me. And actually that was how we got married.
He tamed me.
He tamed me when I was in terrible anger,disbelieve on anyone,doubtful,judging, in deep pride, spreading harsh words,..
he was simply only told me good words.
And I m tamed.

And now..
I am satisfied as a person. As a wife.
But, I am still not satisfied as the miss G.
The stubborn miss G.

G, come on gather those guts!

*this miss G, is still on anger*