self and with

my boyf and i, we both had different idea of friendship.

for him, friendship is to be available to help or be there whenever the friend wants to.in need, fall, for no reason..etc..

yeah, i can't agree more. it's fine, i do believe so.

so, one dinner, i'm picking this bottle of ketchup across the table, right in front of him who sat next to me.

i was reaching that far bottle.

then, he stopped it.

harshly, he said, 'just ask. that's the beauty of life. you don't have to do it yourself!'

then he took that bottle easily and put it near my mushroom fettucini plate.

ow, i first thought he stopped me because of my sleeve that he scared off would be dirty to be on the food, or the germs i might get infected to his food.

and i was surprised.

yeah, im a smartass, i dont take advice from others, but i do listen.

and i heard those 'justask' word many times, i sometimes say it to my shy friends.

and i was surprised that i was surprised.

o yeah, i said to him. 'its a new word for me. never think of that..' ah, stupid lie. the truth, i can not give the smart answer at the moment.i was still mesmerized.

and now i have moment to think about it.

now i got it.

for him, life is wonderful for having cooperation between people. friends helping others.

when you fall down the small street, even only having very tiny cut in your knee, just ask. or don't, people will help you. and that is so,o, beautiful life.

for me, well dude, life is more beautiful when you can stand up and stick upyourself. you fall? so what. just get your ass up. IT IS MORE BEAUTIFUL!

honey, you are the first son in the family. yeah, you take care of everybody. so, to help is in your blood.

me?im the last daughter. i've had enough of the security given by others. to live, is about to stand out, good.

my schatzi, yea, i think you and i, we both, different and complete each other..

heheh..

lub you beyb..

much

so,u said u're the cynical one,huh? yeah rite