kecilnya kertas biruu

poor little blue paper..

okay turned out, i don't need to bring much to sing.

unless if you intended to shop..

i think, for only one day trip to take pictures in esplanade, raffles, orchard, everywhere the mrt goes..

weonly need the mrt tickets.

which is only 15sgd to buy the new one, and 10sgd to reload it. or 70K rp. yeah, with under 100 K rp, u still can live..

with 500 K rp, u can stayover the nite, and go home the next day.

the public transportation, it's oh, so cheap, and available almost every 4 minutes. reliable also.

more, the people are so nice and informative.

very different with our own people in our own city. they are so fierce to theirown fellow indos.

summary: if your nature in your home is already cheap, then you will manage to survive out there, anywhere..

self and with

my boyf and i, we both had different idea of friendship.

for him, friendship is to be available to help or be there whenever the friend wants to.in need, fall, for no reason..etc..

yeah, i can't agree more. it's fine, i do believe so.

so, one dinner, i'm picking this bottle of ketchup across the table, right in front of him who sat next to me.

i was reaching that far bottle.

then, he stopped it.

harshly, he said, 'just ask. that's the beauty of life. you don't have to do it yourself!'

then he took that bottle easily and put it near my mushroom fettucini plate.

ow, i first thought he stopped me because of my sleeve that he scared off would be dirty to be on the food, or the germs i might get infected to his food.

and i was surprised.

yeah, im a smartass, i dont take advice from others, but i do listen.

and i heard those 'justask' word many times, i sometimes say it to my shy friends.

and i was surprised that i was surprised.

o yeah, i said to him. 'its a new word for me. never think of that..' ah, stupid lie. the truth, i can not give the smart answer at the moment.i was still mesmerized.

and now i have moment to think about it.

now i got it.

for him, life is wonderful for having cooperation between people. friends helping others.

when you fall down the small street, even only having very tiny cut in your knee, just ask. or don't, people will help you. and that is so,o, beautiful life.

for me, well dude, life is more beautiful when you can stand up and stick upyourself. you fall? so what. just get your ass up. IT IS MORE BEAUTIFUL!

honey, you are the first son in the family. yeah, you take care of everybody. so, to help is in your blood.

me?im the last daughter. i've had enough of the security given by others. to live, is about to stand out, good.

my schatzi, yea, i think you and i, we both, different and complete each other..

heheh..

lub you beyb..

much

so,u said u're the cynical one,huh? yeah rite

oh office..every single day is always a battle to love you..

heard that much?

feel that much?

once heard it somewhere?

well..

they said 80% working at the office people feel do.

well,

if my bestfriends spray these words..

i'd give them advice:

'so, then, leave it! go! find and do things that you like.find you passion. and stick to it!'

'live your life! dont be a sucker like all the sucker people who licks their bosses arses and say good things in their faces.go! live'

'honey, if you feel that way in instant, then, it's not your job.'

yea.. that's what i'd be saying.and believe.

still do believe.

hhh

yea,

someone don't read her own advice..

c'est moi

Earth

Schatzi,
You are not the man of my dream.
But you are my man on the earth..
I lust you

Kayaknya dua kata menakutkan buat gw:
1. Lo gak cerdas
2. Lo ndut