a new friend told me, she read my blog. i'm amazed. 'wow, what for' was my first reaction.'i mean, you can stand it, reading them?' yeah, she answered. and i wondered a lot. mesmerized.. wow..
' why don't you send it?' she suggested.
ha? me? olala..
send where? the poskota? laugh out loud at meself.

actually i don't know how, and i know my capacity. it was terrible writing.my blog's only a diary.well, ive got hundreds reasons to refuse of publishing any writings of mine. the truth i was a coward, a freak frighten of failures like chicken's poo, gecko's shit..

opening my old folders, .. i still have no guts.