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my name:
in java: Ga... , from kayuh, it is = to reach
in japan: Kayo
in Korea: Gaya
in Aceh: Gayo
In english: Gay, means cheerful,happy
in archaic? : Gaia

usaha wajib buat nanti: prusahaan daur ulang.

what would i possibly do in uncle sam

ive got several cousins living in amrc. n read some people journey to survive there,esp nyc.
ur background is sometime can not help u anymore,like in here,when your university background helps alot..

it'll be your skill,hardwork,willing to do everything, stout like a roach..

and here we go.

i am going to write. maybe,theone i after there would be the publishing company, doing children book, stories..
and to survive.. perhaps..hmm... teaching? waitressing..
:P

dunno.. why m i so bldy scared to move fwd that big..

stupp gal

pasangan sinting

we both are sinting, dan imperfect..

but we support each other..

none better than this.

kangen bikin cerita2 kayak dulu lagi, only me n my little laptop..dan cerita itu mengalir begitu saja... haem...

museum gajah merdeka barat

up:dewa kuwera, god of wealth

canon replica

museum nasional's map

bienvenue, selamat datang..

the ticket? olala.. nearly zero.. only 1000 rupiah..

museum kota tua isinya

there are interesting museums to visit in jakarta kota. old city batavia.
indeed still needs many efforts to keep them alive and grow..
but enthusiasm i say is the best efforts we, common people could share.
here we go..

a. sunda kelapa port
okay its not the museum but the port for transportation to sumatera etc, was once international port.



2. musee de wayang

a friend of mine living in jakarta kota area, who's into tourism, told me that this museum is quite new, some holland people were bargained to give their wayang collection to indonesia. back. they first refused politely. but then they agreed giving them (back) to indonesia, under one condition: build a wayang museum and make sure it will be a museum with a good standard to preserve the wayang.
until today the wayang collection hasn't arrived.
and i'm glad. for that.
for the sake of the best art, better the best preserver treat them good.
nationality is not the matter anymore..
the value still lies inside..

SOS: ah, ive just been told by a friend. that there is a box of puppet you must be careful of. not an object to be photographed. 'the puppet of the death', from north sumatera, medan. the puppet is intended to summon the spirits of the ancestors. the puppet is covered by a cafan, to cover the deaths.

3. Art Museum, ceramic museum

i hate the way they preserve these hi valued paintings.. terrible, see it urself ull understand..

4. ah, this one? hehehe.. finally, watch the new moon.. and i hate the ending!! huwaahhh

how do you know when you've got in too much to the work you were not meant to entered?

gal

pinteran cowok ato cewek?
ada yg menanyakan itu.
dan masing2 berseru atas gendernya masing2
ya cowoklah, otaknya segala kegiatan cowok gitu. presiden kalo cewek, susah. perencana2 segala macem, hrs cowok. dimana2 pemimpin yg lbh kompatibel,ya cowok.

enak aja, cewek lebih pinter. nih, otak cewek tu kanan kiri bisa kerjasama.kalo cowok? kalo kiri jalan, kanan diem. kalo kanan jalan, kiri diem. yg bisa dipikir bareng ama hal2 taktis yg dipikir cowok, ya cewek bugil.

cowok tu otak
cewek tu leher

kata cowok: kalo cewek beneran pinter, itu biasanya jadi kaya cowok, ato lesbi yg cowok.
kata cewek:cowok tuh selalu ngerasa paling bener, egois, harus diikutin, dan mikirnya sx mulu.

dan perdebatan itu terjadi terus. dengan alasan yg lebih musykil lagi dari keduabelah pihak.
namun semakin berdebat, semakin terlihat perbedaan besar, mencolok antara dua gender.
wanita, memakai segala apa yg ada di sekitarnya untuk menyerang, apalgi bila ia diserang dsn ingin mempertahankan diri, ketika ia tak sengaja memasuki dunia perang yang penuh testosteron lelaki. semua. tanpa pikir saja, karena wanita memang bisa merasa dan memikir semua, pada satu waktu. sehingga ia lempar semua yg ada di sekitarnya. perisai, pisau, tombak, kudan bahkan semut sekalipun. karena ia terpojok di dunia perang itu.

lalu laki, mereka dirancang untuk kemampuan berfokusnya. mengerucut, seperti satu2nya bagian tubuhnya yg terlihat yang bisa ia pamerkan pada lawan.- kalo wanita, semua bagian tubuhnya adalah sangat menyenangkan untuk dilihat, tanpa kecuali.-
kefokusan itu, yang berkata pada saat perang: tombak mahluk itu! dsn ditombakinya lah mahluk itu, dengan perencanaan berapa teori. sesuai tujuan.

fokus pada tujuan.
merasa, memikir, menikmati.

sangat berbeda.

ah, yg ingin kubilang adalah,
kepintaran, ada bermacam2. tak hanya pinter berhitung, berstrategi, bermasak. merasa, memasuki hati orang, bersikologi,terutama, berkomunikasi, menyatukan dua otak, itu semua adalah kepintaran.

pintar lelaki dan pintar wanita, berbeda!
dan seringkali orang salah menilai, di tempat yang salah.
menilai kepintaran kelembutan wanita yang tak berani menepuk lalat,di medan perang yang bersimbah darah?

nilai-nilai kemasyarakatan yg ada, lbh banyak masih condong pada penilaian testosteron, yang tertuju pada tujuan. belum mencampurkan strategi dengan rasa. mungkin kita semua terlena, untuk melimpahkan semua pada pemimpin, sang raja.
dan kondisi sosial ini juga yg bikin penilaian dan status laki wanita jadi terlevelkan. laki, pemimpin, pintar. wanita, pengurus, ngga pintar.itu yg ditangkap oleh alam pikir orang banyak.
dan wanita menerimanya.
walau emang sih, as a girl, gw seneng2 aja ada laki yg begitu happy dgn medan perang dan pemimpin2an yg jadi ladang mainannya dan tertantang untuk itu. so, i as a girl dont need to bother to tjink about it. id rather do anything else more fun, for myself. like, painting, shopping, buying shoes..
girl, will use her fragile power to make man will think tjat man are the hero, and provide everyhting that girls need.
oo yeah.
and that is something that testosterone cant do, in the war field.

so, kita seringkali menilai sesuatu dari perangkat yg salah. dan percaya itu. tapi, kalo laki percaya kalo mereka paling pinter, kasih aja deh, dengan gaya miaow2.. later.. ask anything from them! hahahahahaha..

ah its only a morning absurd thinking, woke up alone in puncak, to the meeting, wanna go to the toiket, got a gecko n roach there.. ewww hate soooooo

ah nearly nine. ciao..

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gw gangerti knapa gw gugel tu nama. lima hurup. cm pgn ngebuktiin kata2 temen gw, kalo digugel lima kata itu jadi bias. bias gender kali..
pdl ih, gw nggak bgt!!
tp akhirnya gue gugel juga gitu aja.
resultnya:
1. c**ak man.. film malay
2 c*c**-c*c** di dinding.. lagu jadul
3. c**ak. blogspot
4. ci**k vs bua*a
baru di sela2 itu ada gambar menjijikkan itu.. lengkap dengan buntut dan empat tangan dgn jari2 buntet dan bibir lancipnya itu..
huweeekkk bergiduiiiiikkk..

pengalaman menegangkan gw dgn mahluk itu dah brapa kali sejak sd. dari doi masuk gelas minum gw, masuk pepaya, masuk kue semprong, keinjek kaki gw yg gw pikir itu bungkus pisang-hii dingin gitu rasanya, lembek, dan bercair.. huwaaaa-, mati nempel ditembok blk kasur asrama, bauuu jadi putih. ihhhh gw bwnciiiii bgt ma tu mahluk. bahkan waktu smp, buku biologi yg isinya gambar cicak gw tutup pake karton biru. yg sekali2 gw intip untuk bergidik.

sekarang..
kata c**** itu malah jadi bahasan resmi di dpr. kyut sih bapak2 berkemeja rapih bilang 'ini ciccak dan buaayyyyaa harus di...'
awch that's cute..
bukan cuma 'cic** di dinding...' ato 'lelaki bu**a darat..'
tapi di dpr men..
tetep aja. gw masih sebel ama ccccc yang masuk lemari baju gw yg ga sengaja kebuka itu.. hiiii help.. jasa penyadapan ccccc

itu nungging

gw ga bisa lupa. saat ia disini, di kamar ini. terlentang menantang melonjak2..
uhh betapa aku ingin melupakannya. melupakan keberaniannya datang, menyingkirkan kerapuhannya yang menakutkan..
ingin kusingkirkan..
tapi tak berani..
bajing. an.
dasar kecowak sialaaannn..
hiks.. ince.. bantu aku singkirkan benda sial itu.. ewww..

dengan delapan tusuk2 kecilnya yang merangkak2 di udara, rasanya seperti mencakar2 aku..
ihhh
i bloody hate cowak!!
huwaahhhh
antenenya lagi yg gerak2.. hii

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apa gue jadi parno gini
gara2 gue meratiin satu barang dgn detil trus ya? coba kalo gue ga meratiin detil. kali aja gw ga separno ini. ihhh that happens in life too?

just got a new date to spare some later time. ive been waiting for quite sometimes. been searching everywhere, and finally.. got it!
it took only a glance to know i desire so. yes, im going to have the company on my bed in a couple days: Wuthering Heights from emily bronte.. ahhh heathcliff.. i finally dont have to see you from the little bb javlin screen only..

people who are tend to corrupt. in wealth.
1. people with power
2. knows how to deal with people - good social life
3. not a robotic or stiff unchanged type person.
4. not an awkward who can not hide emotions
5. feels needy always
6. proud inside, act like a polite puppy outside. woof2.. i'll do all u want.. woof..
7. they like good merchandise.
8. they are greedy, they want to have it all. bcos ppl who doesnt like to corrupt tends to enjoy every minute of filling their life.
9. they believe everything is instantable.
10. they believe everything is buyable.
11. good thing is they are royal, they ' ll give money to anyone who ask.
12. they'll buy everybody they gave money to.
13. art is the way to earn more money in instant way whatever it caused.
14. they are mentally sick. sick of tremendous fear. fear of being penniless, penisless, being alone, losing control of people..

ahh these person are survivor..
they will survive anywhere. in the world of jungle they are hyena. even the king would not bother them.
they do whatever it takes to survive to live..
they're only surviving..
like us..
the different is, most of us are already happy and comfort in anywhere we are.

i don't know how to corrupt. corrupting people's hearts that's different issue.
if it's about corrupting money, yeah that's fck.. but i don't attached to money that much. so what i can say is i admire the cunning, diplomatic, charisma, the plots, and the struggle of those corruption leaders..
but when it comes into hurting and killing other people, now that's attached to me. humanity is my thing. that's real fk,

my date tonite is Jane Eyre, Charlotte Bronte, or once Curer Belle. c'est tres genial lis elle livre. amazing to read how the 167 years old stories remain the same, using the same language. people 2 centuries ago, spoke the words as now, in britain.
2 centuries ago, 1800, my beloved country's still under dutch imperialism. slave country begging lives to the foreigners. we had hundreds language to use until now, but forgotten and lost a lot in evry year.
' there was no possibility of taking a walk that day. we had been wandering, indeed, in the leafless shrubbery an hour in the morning'
was the opening sentence of the novel.
no difference with today british language.
i assume, their language is stiff,unchanged, conservative, and showing the pride and dignity. it doesnt change.only spice girls maybe is the different of the 1800 england and 2000.not jamie oliver.

i read this magazine saying that the scottish language is the second most complex and educated lang in the world, after the whale. how? ask national geographic.

as a gal coming from a nation whose rich culture and language like mine, it shook me in the head. should i be envy of the everlasting lang like brit? or not.
here's what i thought.
indonesian bahasa is a young lang.
it was meant to unify the diverse extraordinary people, 28 oct 08. originally from malay.
before, we spoke in many. sundanese, javanese, bugis, etc. their age each, i believe is much older than european langs.
now we rarely use those, and mostly get annoyed when we hear our friend speak those native lang.how dangerous.. the fact is there are numbers of native langs has been extinct since nobody use them anymore.
this is sad.
20 years ago, we shyly laughed hearing people talk european. 100 years ago, dutch was obliged to be known by us. today, european, east asian, are merely a must lang we have.
how about the native langs lies hidden beneath the diminishing jungle, right next to your home?

ah, i forgot to say:
written in cellspin software, from blackberry axis.

a new friend told me, she read my blog. i'm amazed. 'wow, what for' was my first reaction.'i mean, you can stand it, reading them?' yeah, she answered. and i wondered a lot. mesmerized.. wow..
' why don't you send it?' she suggested.
ha? me? olala..
send where? the poskota? laugh out loud at meself.

actually i don't know how, and i know my capacity. it was terrible writing.my blog's only a diary.well, ive got hundreds reasons to refuse of publishing any writings of mine. the truth i was a coward, a freak frighten of failures like chicken's poo, gecko's shit..

opening my old folders, .. i still have no guts.

the dusty rocket

it's my nation's nasa. the rocket department. i went there last monday. having worked in the law n policy center of my nation's nasa, it's a scarce opportunity to see the other centers or department of the aerospace activity, the major product we sell. due to the space regulation we are introducing to other departments, i joined the roadshow, as the junior.

at the beginning, i despised the idea i have to deal the torturing journey to these faraway somewhere out of big city location. and partly true. i took the train, a 90 minutes train-they promised 40-, from one of jakarta station to tangerang. manggarai to serpong, 7.25 am, the earliest train. it was a good train with ac, small number of passenger, it was going uptown.
my first time on that train, and my recently became old friend actually failed to picture me the situation. they stalled a lot in every station. i payed 8000 rp for the train. at serpong, i took a public transport, paying 4000rp, straight to the indonesian's nasa office. 15 minutes, crazy driving. heading to rumpin.

The location

The rocket department, was intentionally put in a faraway location for reasons. this agency was founded for almost thirty years ago. at the first years, they were existed due to the air army existence. beginning to think of the space, not only the air. the nation needs to develop the research on space activity. rockets, satellites, as the man on the moon issue was spreaded.
but the space research activity is the activity that can not be put in military subject, since space activity has been universally agreed as the peaceful mission activity for humankind.
then, lapan was held. the space agency of indonesia.
still, the air military are still protecting the agency. rumpin for rocket, rancabungur for satellite, others for remote sensing, and so on. they were all attached to the air military sites.
not the public relation and administration that is put downtown, we can find it easily. my place? law n policy study, is also downtown, but not the mainroad, but the home complex for elite, menteng. yeah, it suites me good. great plazas nearby.

having other road to rumpin, it was a hell. compared to the road i used to roll to the cinema.

terrible 15 minutes road, big holes every inches, the stones rumbling from the scattered road, the charcoal layer is perfectly torned. the heat helped perfecting the torture. cisauk, is the name of the village. 'near your agency office, there's a mine, taking the stones for the contractors to build roads, building, houses. good quality, grade A.never stop buying process.' true. everyday numbers of trucks going back and forth through this road named jl. raya lapan. it was heart taking, there are schools with children all around, public health service, minimarkets, houses.. and the road is being marketed violently by the humungous trucks, never ending trucks.

the reason they gave a far location for the rocket, satellite department is majorly to avoid the riskful interaction with people. the daily public activity of course would demand safety and health. the agency rocket activity surely riskful.

out of nowhere, as what human do, they need location to live. one man leads to another. the quiet place should not be visited by public then become a crowdy location. full of human interaction.

sometimes, the new inhabitants in jalan raya lapan, paradoxly annoyed by the dangerous rocket activities and asked them to be considerable of people. that should have been done contrary.
these paradox also happened in other sites. as the rocket launch site in pameungpeuk. it was worse. especially when the ngo heat the people's emotion. to get rid of the agency who established there first.
the agency is only a research agency. they have no power against people.
if someday the city major had this intention to build a tourism site in the launching location, what power do these agency had? especially when the agency had no exact regulation giving them special credential.
hopefully the new era with abundant of young spirit with smart mind eagerly wanting sophisticated future, would someday undust the dusty rockets i touched yesterday at the rumpin's rocket workstation.

passionate author needs good desk. im looking for the desk passionately. its been perfectly used in my mind. waiting for me to bring it up, alive.

it's white,cute n simple.
won't be easy to find, none of them living. a perfect desk as in your mind, would only come to true when you order it to the delicate hands of craftworker..
now, to find the craftworker would be the first issue in the sequence..

darn, it's not control freak. i mean, if u know how i filed everything, all, messy. head to toe, mind to guts,home to road, office to god..

it is only having things the way i desire..
control freak is only a calling for people who's dying hard to put things the way it should be. or else, no else.

perhaps, i know the calling suitable from the road: DESIRE FREAK.. (love included)