dad showed me his new book. teori antrian markova.
book of magic for me, full of symbols.. wormtails..
book that brings up science to build the world. as i alwasy find people building bridges on the sea that no man would dare to know the depth,is magic.
im not a physic science person, exact science is always hard to except.
instead of counting the length a ball will be thrown, i was always more interested in who throw the ball, where, whose land, why would,etc etc. i thought that was idiotic mind.
tgod i found the otherwise..
but today, reading my dad's book, who was also a master in javanese music, im definitely sure, i know my brain capacity and already learn to accept that it was not a mistake that i must looked the other way that day..