7.1.09

don't read it. i mean it.

it should've been the dream job. academically dream job.
but i'm not sure anymore.
my passion on philosophy is not as huge as it was back in college.

my life is always based on passion.
being passionate.
when i'm not, i lose it all.
and i always lose it.

need to know what's the passion was..
back in childhood.
nope, they're not being a teacher, not academically genius nobel woman, nor being astronot.
dreams of color, dance, to be free, to feed poor people in ethiopia, a princess, those were the dreams i had in innocence times.
now?
have no clue..
i want to lose this tied
be free..
im not ready for the job commitment!!
imagining this ties is forever..
dude, even my boyfriend would never last that long

i guess the biggest passion i want has received no mutual response, instead, i am being ditched..

passion and pride.
those are my formula.
stupid girl.

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