a perfect life of lies..
or
a bitter life of honest..

i was being honest, and my friends blamed me, avoided me..
i do what they expected, and they returned to be my friends..

mungkin kejujuran memang tidak sepatutnya dicoba, namun benar-benar diwujudkan..
walaupun pahit, tapi tidak salah untuk dilakukan. teman akan menjauh memang..
tapi waktu yang mendekatkan lagi...

hiks..



should i follow what my heart desires or what my logic tells me..

i wat to choose my heart.. but logically it's wrong..

maybe i should just lie and never admit what's inside..
and the world would go as perfect as it should be..