im so sorry..

i think im in love..
for this month edition..
to
JANE AUSTEN..

it took years to understand her stories..
i used to find her boring as hell..
rules, duplicity, too proud to say the truth..
and most importantly,
no wild physical attachment at all..
(omg.. is dat mean i was born a lustful? hahaha..)

perhaps, it's the experience of her strange thought and the bad luck of men we share...
and the ideal perfect man we were wishing quietly.. mister darcy..

shud i end up like her? ...
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